This Is Me...

Can Life Get Any Worse...Seriously??!!!

Mon, 17 Dec 2007 16:57:15 +0100

Ok, so yet again, my life is so grrr@the mo!!! I sooo don't know why either...

Ppl around me are gettin sooo down and depressed, and I really DON'T like it

It's not fair, this world is soo not fair tbh... I'm gettin nowhere on the jobfront, grrr, is summit seriously up with me like???

It's like so nearly Xmas, and yet I aint got any presents, doubt I will, which makes me feel rather bad [i know its not bout the givin, but it's nice to ]

I feel like ppl just don't like me, I never get str8 answers, well I don't even get any at that!!!!!

What is wrong with ppl just explainin their side, cos if they don't bother, then they'll just b portrayed as summit they're not!!! GRRRR basically...

Helllllp

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The Next Step...

Thu, 29 Nov 2007 17:58:40 +0100

Well....since my last blog, my life has been here and there...

I've actually got a Job Interview next thurs, sooo, fingers x'd this one works for me...

It's actually at a Playgroup, altho I did say I wanted a brk from kids, but a Job's a Job, it's betta than nothin I suppose, and I can always keep lookin

Another friendship has been lost, well, in my eyes it has personally, treatin ppl wrongly I think...loooong story, but I think I'm gonna move on, cos I dint really click with that person, as much as others I click with...

Anyway, atm, I'm tryna sort a xmas meet up with my friends, altho, it's not quite goin to plan hahaha...

I went out the other wkend, cos my bro came down, was gr8 to see him again, as he dunt live with us here no more

Really wanna see him again tho lol...

Got no other plans yet, need money 1st, spech with xmas comin up...i aint even started my xmas shoppin yet, OOOOPS... no-one'll b gettin any pressies just yet!!!

Well, I think thats bout it tbh....

Catch up with ya sooooon...

Bye for now

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My Life so far...

Fri, 16 Nov 2007 18:09:05 +0100

Hey...well this is it...

My first eva Blog!!! Bit weird like, cos I dint think I wud eva get to the point in my life, where I dint know who I was, who my friends were, and what the point was...

But I have now reached this point, and dunno what to do anymore....

I used to think life was always simple, u get educated, get a job, earn, and enjoy the best things in life....

How wrong could I be???

Basically, I've realised a lot bout myself recently, some good, and some bad...

I'm kinda startin to realise who my TRUE FRIENDS are too along the way. Yet I have lost some friendships [some thru my own choice, others I dint want to ]

I really dunno where my Life is goin rite now, I'm currently Jobless, my choice for leavin grrr!!!

What can I do to stop me feelin all this misery?!!!!

My friends are helpful, sayin it'll all work out, but I can't actually see that rite now.... is there seriously summit wrong with me?!! That I do not know...

But for now, I must try to stay sane I think...and don't worry, I'm not gonna do anythin to hurt myself - GOD NOOOO!!! lol

That's it for 2day I think [wow, thats quite good for a first blog me thinks hehehe]

xxx

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